Some Internet Myths Busted!

So, I really wanted to try and keep this blog daily; but we see where that got me. I apologize.
I had my pap-everything came back normal. During my pap, I was offered a glimmer of hope through the insight of my doctor! She helped me figure out my dates of ovulation for August and taught me something about ovulation that I was confused about. For some reason, well the reason; because I spend to much time on the internet trying to gain "knowledge"; but came out with less knowledge and more confusion on ovulation. I was under the impression that the best time during ovulation to get preggo, is when you release very thick CM, which I had read somewhere would give the sperm better chance of sticking. However, this is wrong-the thicker the CM the harder the egg and sperm have to work and thick CM signals the end of ovulation. So, the best time during ovulation to try and get preggo is when the CM looks very thin and kind of water, it allows the sperm to work more easily to get to your uterus. I also asked my doctor about dieting and exercise while trying to get preggo. I had read once again on the internet that its not good to be exercising while trying to conceive-wrong! Its okay to exercise while trying to conceive as long as you don't overdo it and the best diet program to be on is Weight Watchers because its a diet that is actually healthy and doesn't harm your body! I say all this to say, if you are going to be an internet junkie like me and be reading everything under the sun about trying to conceive, make sure you share that info with your doctor and verify its truth.
I am hoping with my new found knowledge that my chances of getting pregnant are just right around the corner. My period is to arrive sometime this week...I hate the waiting game and the mind games I play with myself during this time. Also, what makes the waiting game and mind games even more harder is that I keep finding out that friends and people I know are preggo! Why does that always seem to happen when my period is due? I keep hoping, maybe I will have good news to share myself in a few days...the good news usually never happens and I just get sad about it all. Sometimes, I don't feel like being happy for my friends....sometimes, I really don't want to walk past the baby section at Target or see another preggo person or a newborn baby. I throw myself such a pity party every month that comes and goes that I am yet again not pregnant.
So, apparently, I am already throwing myself the pity party....