Another Month, Another No

I was pleasantly surprised with how well I handled getting my "special friend" this month. I was not counting days, I have noticed that when I figure out the exact day my period is due that I create problem thoughts for myself. Thoughts of, "I don't feel any early cramps, I think I might be pregnant!" Then it goes from there, when I think that there might be a chance of pregnancy, my next thought leads to, "what can I accomplish in the next 9 months and how will I tell my husband/family the news?!" But, this month while I must admit, I did have a thought of what if I am pregnant-it was very fleeting. When my "special friend" showed up, I was disappointed; but the Lord is teaching me that this is for my good and His glory. I might not always understand what the good is; but there is a good reason for the Lord doing this in my life and I can glorify the Lord in this situation if I choose to be. So, the question is am I going to glorify Him? This month? Yes! Haha-now hopefully next month I can have this same good attitude.